This song was created thanks to the generous support of The Government of Canada, FACTOR, The Province of Nova Scotia and Music Nova Scotia.
lyrics
I’m a master of denial
Caught up a spiral down, now
I’m Chasing after memories
Searching for a reason now
I keep holding onto something
Cause straight from the beginning you
Opened up, yeah
You gave me a way in
But lately I just want a way out
Keep your head down as the flame grows higher
Twisted in the bedsheets, fuelling up a fire now, now
Smoke and mirrors, we can’t see the difference
In too deep are we staying or leaving now?
Cause lately I just want a way out
Wish that I could blame you
Wish that I could hate you
But I’d be lying to myself
I Don’t wanna fight nobody else
Wish that I could save you
God knows that I want to
I’m sick of lying to myself
I Wish I wanted somebody else
Caught inside a moment
Don’t know how to cut you out
I keep crying just to keep you
But if I keep crying, then I know I’m gon’ drown
Growing heavy should I wait?
I could bend or I could break
Keep your head down as the flame grows higher
Twisted in the bedsheets, fuelling up a fire now, now
Smoke and mirrors, we can’t see the difference
In too deep are we staying or leaving now?
Cause lately I just want a way out
Wish that I could blame you
Wish that I could hate you
But I’d be lying to myself
I Don’t wanna fight nobody else
Wish that I could save you
God knows that I want to
I’m sick of lying to myself
I Wish I wanted somebody else
Growing heavy should I wait?
I could bend or I could break
credits
from Crybaby,
track released September 22, 2022
Written by Nicole Ariana & Laura Roy
Co-produced by Geo Jordan & Breagh Isabel
Live drums by Mark Bachynsky
Live bass by Keith Doiron
Mixed by Breagh Isabel
Mastered by Corey Lerue
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